朋友

我的朋友。。
Is it a wrong for me to treat them nicely esp __?
Is it wrong for me to treat them as true friends when they gave me nth but a fucking shit?
It is wrong for me to introduce my friends tgt?

So tired of all those comparison. Those judgmental feeling, those anxiety and paranoid. I thought I wouldn't get affected, so badly.. I thought they are the one who will stand beside me when I fall. Am I naive? Really sick of those cold shoulders. I thought I could hid my feeling but I failed. I admit that I am badly troubled by it. Every minutes ,ever seconds, I am affected..