Fml. First time felt so lost. No motivation to do anything. Study seems nothing to me anymore. 

School? ......

We should have..

We should be preparing for our finals today. We shouldn't be playing second tier. We should be anxious about the match we are going to face tmr. All lies under should..


Regretful years. Not happened once but twice.
We are strong,we are champion but what had happened?
We should be preparing for our nationals but what had happened?
We should be happily waiting for our medals but what had happened?
2 years..
How i really wish we could be given a second chance to prove ourselves.
To prove ourselves that we worth the medal, we worth the place, and most importantly, to prove that our hard work paid off.

No more chance. No more opportunity. 

So what if i am lying to myself this four years? At least, i'm very happy.
If you think by saying all this i will get sad or what, you are wrong.
:)

王力宏 - 依然爱你


0303. Bet that you've forgotten this date. This date gave me many memories. No matter what, i won't forget it.

If you see this post,the only thing that i want to you is that i have never ever forgotten you.

再也不敢希望什么了。

希望越大，失望越大。

Isn't it great if you can go for a cruise ride or a hot air ballon ride now?

You changed my life completely. You created hope for me, feeling secure whenever i think of you. How naive i believe that you would be there for me forever. How stupid i am to fall in love with you. How foolish i am to change myself so that i will become more perfect in your eyes. Following whatever you said and never had a doubt to it. How dumb i am.

" How to end when there's no beginning? '' I asked myself.

I can only blame myself for being an idiot who is willing to give in anything for him. Maybe they are right, i love him more than myself. Saying that he will not affect me is a lie. Sub-consciously, i know i had been affected but i lied to myself that i had not..


痛，可是说不出来。好想留恋这一切，但依依不舍有什么用？不是你的，你想把他留住也没有用。