You changed my life completely. You created hope for me, feeling secure whenever i think of you. How naive i believe that you would be there for me forever. How stupid i am to fall in love with you. How foolish i am to change myself so that i will become more perfect in your eyes. Following whatever you said and never had a doubt to it. How dumb i am.

" How to end when there's no beginning? '' I asked myself.

I can only blame myself for being an idiot who is willing to give in anything for him. Maybe they are right, i love him more than myself. Saying that he will not affect me is a lie. Sub-consciously, i know i had been affected but i lied to myself that i had not..


痛，可是说不出来。好想留恋这一切，但依依不舍有什么用？不是你的，你想把他留住也没有用。