It had been months since i blogged.

During this few months,a lot of things happened.

I had finally finished my N' level and i'm waiting for the results now. I'm so glad that i achieved A1 for my O' chinese and i hope i can achieve it for my rest of the subjects too. To be honest,i am afraid that i will fail my english. Even if i pass my english, i don't want the grade to be 3 - 5. Too ambitious? If i really get those results, i am considering whether to go sec 5 or not..

As for bball,next year is the last year i am fighting as a yt-baller. I really hope that we will win the championship and successfully get into national top 4. I don't want the history to repeat again. I don't want the situation whereby we lost by 1 point and was not qualified to the next round cause we lost by points and lost to school which we shouldn't lost at all. I really hope that next year whenever people look at us,they will say "Wahh yishun town" or will look at us in a manner that say "YishunTown very strong. Be careful" etc.

Next year, there's 12 slots and we got 16 people now. I not sure whether i am in the school team or not. I want to play on court and do my very best to work with teammates and get the victory. I need to improve. Seeing the level i am now, i doubt i will play in the court often. Seeing them getting stronger and stronger, i feel very jealous/weak/disappointed in myself. Recently, we got to play 5on5 with one another and i was appointed as the pg. I don't know how to control,how to lead the players on court and score points. I felt so demoralizing and frequently i gave up. Every time when i gave up,i feel like slapping myself for not doing my best and show what i am capable of. So, i need to think positive and train hard!!

Hmm.. I was appointed as the vc for next year.Surprising? I was shocked when jl said it. Initially, when she point me, i thought she was pointing the people behind me so i didn't really care about it. It was until she said my name than i like "huh??". LOL -.- Idk why she choose me among so many people. There's so many people who is much better than me and who can lead the team well. Feel like asking her but idk how to start with. |:

12 more days to get back results.

I hope it will be a good news for me when i get back (: