I thought i would be more serious after the match against naval base but i still can't. I still can't perform well. Am i performing well? I keep thinking.. There's so much things for me to improve but match against deyi is the day after tml. I need to buck up):
I know i shouldn't be feeling this way but i am very scared. Really very scared. I very scared that i can't perform well and dragged the team down. I very scared that we can't qualify to national. I very scared that after monday, the whole season will end and there goes my everything. Mentally weak or what? I should believe myself and believe my teammates. I know i should not think like that cause they maybe affected by my thinking or whatever but i just can't control): From now till monday, it will be hell to me. i can't stop thinking and all this crap. i need to stop now. however, no doubt that i will perform my best when i am on the court. I won't disappoint my teammates.
I know winning is nothing. More importantly, it is the process but i can't make myself think like that):
No comments:
Post a Comment